Finally all settled in baby's vacation house in Caldas, Lisbon. Pretty nice place. Can't show the niceness of the place cause yeah.. i lost my camera in a cab to my hotel on my very first day in Lisbon. Can't do much about that till after Christmas as almost all the shops are close on the eve.

It's Christmas tomorrow! I just put up the first christmas tree in my life. :)
Cant wait! :)

<3

 Finally, the day is here. Leaving for Portugal in an hour or so. The past few days had been crazy, loads of catching up with the class girls and farewell dinners. I hate farewells. It just means things aren't gonna be the same anymore. Moreover, most of the class girls are from overseas. It kinda tears me apart. Time together just kinda bond people together. And goodbyes are the hardest to do right now. Well, i do hope that the Bali trip in March work out then we can all gather and catch up on life. I am already missing them so damn much. All those lunch get together, project dates, sleepovers, parties and so much more. 
I miss you girls. 
Somehow i wish graduation hadn't arrive so soon. 
But that's life, isn't it? 
You all will be close to my heart no matter what. 

Love,Sharnon

Two days back, I woke up feeling like crap. The sole reason being school's out and the real world just crash on me. Close friends like flo and marsella are leaving to go back home. There will be no more bitching session nor lunch outs nor window shopping nor slumber nights nor anything!!! Things will be so different :( Being real pessimistic i guess. Boyfriend said it will not be as bad as I imagined. But I will miss them so darn much :( :( We have to try to meet often girls

Other than that, I'm like having a quarter life crisis or worse than that. My current boss is offering me a super attractive job. I can say it is really tempting and quite an honor that someone trust me with such responsibility plus opportunity. Still there is no way that i wanna be away from boyfriend any longer. it does tear us apart and no one has to go through such pain anymore. I really wanna be with him permanently. Guess we will have to work something out. Hate the pressure of decision making at the back of my head before even starting my vacation with boyfriend.

Oh forget it. I should just enjoy life and think later. Four days more to Lisbon! :) WEE!